I haven’t purged this hard since the 10th grade, when this all started. I had been doing so good.

But my love of alcohol and drugs have interfered with my eating disorder.
The munchies to someone with EDNOS is hell. You eat next to nothing during the day or accomplish things by exercising, and then get high and eat a cheesesteak at 1AM.

My nose burns, all I can taste and smell is vomit. My head feels light, and my throat burns. This is all so familiar.

I feel like I can feel my skin growing and the fat building up on my bones.

I feel worthless.

Reblog if you want to lose over 10 pounds this March.

(Source: skinny-fitness, via thesweetestkiss)

The more he pushes me away, the less I eat. The less love I feel, the more neurotic I get and the more I exercise. The more time I spend alone, the more time I inspect my body and cry over all it’s flaws.

Reblog this if you’re a Gemini.

(Source: lovesexzodiac, via themamawolf)